do i become a goon?

it was late evening when you finally texted me
you've found me from my hiding
said that you didn't know what was going on with me lately
the fact was i deliberately ignored you at all

haha,
you noticed me, huh?
so good that i realized that i have meaning in your life

it was so sad that everything just happened out of my control
i was losing my mind when those emotions finally exploded

i hurt you

i know it was my fault, my bad
i shouldn't did it that way

it feels so strange
i don't feel sorry at all...