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[Living 20s] Between Passion and Loneliness

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This is what i really want to share about the new phase of life I’m struggling with: I’m feeling extremely lonely. Before we get there, here are things entangling my heart and mind which I think very important for me to get over with by writing it.  They say, your twenties are supposed to be about falling head over heels in love: not just with the wrong guy, but with yourself, a career and foreign cities all over the world. They’re supposed to be about adventure and excitement; a time to take chances and dream big. And that’s what I’m doing with my life. Hell yeah, I'm hardly falling in love with this wrong guy and suffer from sleepless night crying everytime things didn’t work out, but that's not my point when I decided to write this. The fact that my love life is incredibly suck, it turns out that anything happens with that guy doesn’t bother me as much as my love life with my career does.  Yes, since I postponed my decision to take a master degree, I d