I will make the relationship up with everyone who loves me
early in 2015 as one of my targets of the year. The good news is that this target not just turn in to bullshit, I really work for it. I got surprised with the fact that this seemed-like-easy-thing became very, very, very difficult task.
I never thought that my tears would shed. I never thought that it would be burden. And right now, I am very tired.
Am I giving up? No. I believe that good intention wont go wrong. I believe that every little thing I did has impact, it never wasted. I believe my sincerity wont put me in sorrow.
Am I happy? I don't know.
But even it hurts, I'm happy that I'm able to love.