[Life] Back to You

A simple sorry that came out from your lips was the game changer. I could feel it by the tight of your arms when you put me in to your hug, that you mean it. You don’t want to lose me. Those teary eyes of yours are enough for me to come to my sense that I don’t want to lose you either.

I just needed time. As much as you can give me, cause I don’t need another deadline to love or leave. 

This time too. Through this whole week, over cups of tea in the evening and night talks, I realized this is the best decision. To be with you, learning to love your every side all over again. Make peace with your choice. Put it in to my daily life. Trying not to make any scene. Turn my misery in to poetry. 

I want to be with you as long as I can. Despite of your inability to translate my behavior and your insensitivity towards my feelings, you are still the my best person. I want to cheer for your happiness. I want to be part of your joy. For the rest of my life.

As time is ticking and your hair grow whiter, I want to make every single moment last. Cause I’m so much grateful that you are mine. Cause I’m so much thankful that you’re with me in my every journey. Its my turn to understand you. To trust your verdicts. To let you be happy. 

I love you. From the day one of my existence in this world, till forever.

Pak, I'm back. Back to you. Back to us.